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‚ô• Sunday, September 14, 2008

the sept holiday week really changed the way i see things. it never felt so.. different. OMG, CAN PEOPLE STOP SIGNING IN AND OUT.!! damn.
i never thought that that kind of feeling was possible again. i thought it was just a moment of craze. but it did. it changed everything. i finally realized that it is possible. not with you of course. haha. but wells. exams are in 2 mnths and i seem to be playing more now than ever. whats wrong with me. i cant wait till exams are over though. i wanna go on a holiday.
but as of now, im feeling kind of down maybe. ive got no clear idea why. everyting i think of smth, it makes sense, but when i give it a second thought it doesnt anymore.
your presence seems to have enlightened many of us as ive told you before. both in a good way and bad. but this moment of realization is really tough and i honestly dont wish to deal with is cause wells, i think i'm afraid i may make the wrong decision.?? but it kinda sucks. my dad is coming back on tues and my sis is leaving on fri. i wonder if my dad will leave with my sis, i sure hope so.
i'm so supposed to be studying, but i cant bring myself to. dont know why. maybe when you leave things will turn out all right.?? but i think you're just an excuse to all these. haha. i have this feeling that even when you're gone i'll still be as lazy as ever. you know. i really think i shld start keeping a proper diary. cause online dairies are not at all private and ahha of course i cant say everything here. but what am i gonna do once ive filled the book.? throw it away.? thats just stupid. keep it.?? what for.? what if someone found it.? damn. its really stupid.

l'amour, celui est vous et moi
♥
@10:09 PM

‚ô• Sunday, September 07, 2008

woah.. last week was.. woah.. haha. i've had never drunk so much in so little time and gotten drunk so many days in a row. damn.. i'm going to hell. not that i really care that is. haha.
went clubbing at arena with bf, jean, sam, yiming and leeman on friday night 29 august. which means at 12midnight i would be 18. haha.
sam and my birthday chalet on monday 1 sept. where we all got soo soo drunk.
leemans birthday on 2 sept where wee all got abit drunk but yiming got really really drunk and dropped his phone 3 levels down. and so many other funny stuff happened during truth or dare. it was mostly dare anyways.
3 sept.. hrmmss...oh.. went to yimings hse again for no reason at all to drink. haha. that was real shit mans. we all got DEAD drunk. haha.
i hardly got any sleep or even wnet home those days, so like when i actually went home on thursday, i slept for like 14 hrs. haha. i feel like a pig.
also, i've really got to start doing my work. especially bio, vivienne loh is gonna blow my head off my body if i dont do her work. and i just feel bad for the other teachers. haha. i am i good student =]]
went shopping for winter clothes ystd with my mom. YAY.! i'll be going to scotland =]] and we'll be coming back with my sister to tour europe.!! haha. i'm so so so glad. but i think if thats really the case i'll need to activate autoroaming service on my comp cause i'd probably not be back in more than 1 mnth and i'll miss my friends =[[
LALA

l'amour, celui est vous et moi
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@10:03 AM